I was pretty freaked out yesterday and thanks for your texts. I posted the gist of this story on Facebook but thought you don’t use it much so here’s a short email summary. For the last week or so, I was starting to get overwhelmed at the amount and surprising-ness of all the miracles that keep me going, and how things kept happening. I was fighting off the Other Side which was basically saying that I didn’t deserve it and it wouldn’t keep up.
The light and the love and the vision last night woke Rod too, but he couldn’t perceive the content of any of it. The demons have never woken him up before. Yesterday morning I had this overwhelming despair and confusion so after about 5 people inlcuding you texted and emailed with me, I broke out of it. I was trying to ask the creator what I should do for my business, which still has no income at the moment. Instead I think I was led to study the bible all morning, mainly Ephesians 6. So then last night when I was given the answer, I understood it.
And now I’m moving forward on some income generating steps. I’m still trying to let go and let God and trust and just say thanks when what comes through is 10 times what I asked for. I guess I had to be given permission to accept the grace or something. I feel better about all that today.